Star-kni9ht

2010-01-29T23:19:00.001+08:00

上天送我一份爱，
我却带给你伤害，
半信半疑你存在，
看不清不该轻看待，
试着我去爱，
却被怕伤害，
我很怕错过（爱不了你）
也很怕做错，（伤害自己）
所以选择沉默，
或许会比较好过，
但是你还是钻进我脑海，
觉得我的决定是不该，
心里很刺痛，
希望是一场梦，
要回到认识你前的那一刻，
摧毁的心说我不可能，
我徘徊伤心的记忆，
看见你也在这里，
是该不该留住你，
你却早已离去，
悲痛的决定，
由时间来判定。。

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2009-03-20T18:19:00.001+08:00

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2009-03-03T18:39:00.001+08:00

震撼全国的 update!

2009-02-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

Finally an update again! I updated my song list! this 2 songs are my favourites! Brings back memories. Please take some time to listen. :)

"Anything also can."

2009-01-05T09:43:00.001+08:00

"Anything also can."

My first post since 4 YEARS.

2009-01-02T07:18:00.001+08:00

Hi. My first post since 4 years. I dunno what to write.

2006-06-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

Its gonna friday again... hope i can reach my ord faster... kept dreaming of some unknown girls giving me phone numbers.... i do remember the numbers but as expected, they are not in use... or are they hints for me to strike toto? yeah...

2006-04-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

Its long weekend... staying at home slacking dunno wat to do. Where are you all going and wat are u all doing? im freaking bored.

2006-04-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

Ugh so bloody long since i updated my blog... first thing to say ... 8 mths to ORD.... monkeys and chimpanzees i cant wait for tat day ... uploaded a new video on bleach ! the song is funny and i liked it... let it load and press the play button ...

2005-06-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

千年之恋

竹林的灯火到过的沙漠
七色的国度不断飘逸风中
有一种神秘灰色的旋涡
将我卷入了迷雾中
看不清的双手一朵花传来谁经过的温柔
穿越千年的伤痛只为求一个结果
你留下的轮廓指引我黑夜中不寂寞
穿越千年的哀愁是你在尽头等我
最美丽的感动会值得用一生守侯
竹林的灯火到过的沙漠
七色的国度不断飘逸风中
有一种神秘灰色的旋涡
将我卷入了迷雾中
看不清的双手一朵花传来谁经过的温柔
穿越千年的伤痛只为求一个结果
你留下的轮廓指引我黑夜中不寂寞
穿越千年的哀愁是你在尽头等我
最美丽的感动会值得用一生守侯
穿越千年的伤痛只为求一个结果
你留下的轮廓指引我黑夜中不寂寞
穿越千年的哀愁是你在尽头等我
最美丽的感动会值得用一生守侯

2005-06-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

QUIZ TIME! CAN U SOLVE THESE RIDDLES?
Post your answer thru the tagboard!

riddle 1:
On the wall I may be found
Or from heaven I'll come down
To teach
To warn
Or to astound
I'll help the lost
If I am found

What am I?
Clue: XXXX

riddle 2:
I am death to those that fly
As I cast their breath
From the silk in my thigh

What am I?
Clue: XXXXXX

riddle 3:
Letter by letter
You may find yourself ranting
A stream of spoken words
That some might find enchanting

What am I?
Clue: XXXXX

riddle 4:
My role is moderation
my goal is consistency
if I clash i will flare up
to an intolerable degree

What am I?
Clue: XXXXXX

riddle 5:
A party of tears
And a liquid trail
I try to sleep
But to no avail

What am I?
Clue: XXXX

riddle 6:
I am what you want
And what you fear
A hidden movie behind your ear

What am I?
Clue: XXXXX

riddle 7:
Break me and I will disappear
With no mess left behind
And no crash to overhear

What am I?
Clue: XXXXXXX

riddle 8:
I am always in sight
Your twin in the light
In your darkest hour
I will be devoured

What am I?
Clue: XXXXXX

riddle 9:
Sodomites and whores
Indicted for their passions
Not part of a moral code
Nor accepted with compassion
Easy to point accusing fingers
Ready to light the burning witch
See them here, they're right in front of you which is which, are you one too?

Who are they?
Clue: XXXXXXX

riddle 10:
You dont have to see me
To lift me
But if you Lift me
You can drink me

What am I?
Clue: XXXXXXX

riddle 11:
I have three eyes
But my root has two
I have all the time in the world
Much more than you do

What am I?
Clue: XXXXXXXX

2005-05-28T15:36:00.000+08:00

Boring... saturday... at home... dunno wat to do...... feel like taking animation course.... but can somebody tell me in singapore where.........

2005-05-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

岁月难得沉默秋风厌倦漂泊
夕阳赖着不走挂在墙头舍不得我
昔日伊人耳边话已和潮声向东流
再回首往事也随枫叶一片片落
爱已走到尽头恨也放弃承诺
命运自认幽默想法态多由不得我
壮志凌云几分愁知己难逢几人留
再回首却闻笑传醉梦中
笑谈词穷古痴今狂终成空
刀钝刃乏恩断义绝梦方破
路荒已叹饱览足迹没人懂多
年望眼欲穿过红尘滚滚我没看透
词嘲墨尽千情万怨英杰愁
曲终人散发花鬓白红颜莫
烛残未觉与日争辉图消瘦
当泪干血隐狂涌白雪纷飞都成空

2005-04-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

sigh so boring... today is friday ...but tomolo think got mobilization... ya know those on the tv..got a army logo flashing out one... then i have to go back...hope dun have!!

have spent around 4 mths in Hq S & T ..... another around 1 and half years to ORD!!

2005-04-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

Its monday again... have been 3mths in my camp... still feel very long... when can i ord... one by one leaving me liao.... i wanna start my animation career... dun wanna waste time here.... gonna take my 3rd tp again on the april 14th ... think hardly will pass la... always make so much mistake...

My heart is bleeding.. y so hurts when its alive and working... feel like sleeping and let it pump all the way without having to succumb to heart destroying arrows..

2005-03-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

Sunday night! well tomolo got to go back camp again... so sian... and my sat and sun are getting boring... practising my keyboard on canon... going to finish but i still dunno how to read keys... sad case loh...after i remember all the key position first ........ O.o

2005-02-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

I bought a keyboard! worth 199 ... learning online on the notes ... and learning canon in D! hardzz... juz woke not long... yesterday was so tiring... office moving for renovation...now i got aches all over... -.- "

2004-12-07T03:25:00.000+08:00

This is fast... or slow... or can say tat i din update my blog la... finished my BMT in tekong .... Im a chao recruit in RAVEN company, Platoon 3, section 4, bed 11.... eh but im now a private!! ^_^ wah the days ah can say very sian loh... im made the WATER POINT I/C , ic means in charge la... everyday have to wake at 500am to put water into the damn jerry cans( used to pour into a canister for my platoon to drink) about 3 to 4 jerry cans loh..damn heavy ... sigh 5am super tired leh...but sometimes also wake late la... usually is revelle 0530 then fall in at 0545 one... i now going to journal down my days in army...

My Life in army

First Day enlistment

Wear home clothes loh...then go there with parents walk around lah... then do some documents get all the stuffs , those no.4 ( this is that green army shirt), those admin T-shirts ( those grey ones with the word ARMY behind one) and helmets la... PT shoes ( physical training shoes) ...and lots more... whole day do these testing shirts stuff la...sian... can take whole day somemore...

Days in army

Fall in for breakfast, lunch and dinner

These days very sian loh, evert morning wake at 0530am fall in 0545am ... then go eat breakfast...every time gotta march there...then queue for food, like prisoners... they pour the stuffs in yr plate la... sometimes no time eat ...u have to eat fast loh... not nice also gotta eat loh.. else later training will hungry... and the lunch and inner also same lah... sometimes got ice ceram loh.. song man...

Marching, Commands

They starting to teach us the marching ... some people cant coordinate the hand and legs... then cannot get in step with all the people... gotta straigtened elbows la.. dig in the boots NO dragging... then the commands starting very blur loh.. all malays ...wat the heck sia... haha but now know liao la...

Songs

Hey we were taught army songs, here are some:

*********************************
We...... Come From A Company Famous In BMT
We Come From A Very Special Company
We Fight For Our Glory Fight For Our Victory
Fight With A Spirit Never Seen Before
RAVEN OOI!
RAVEN OOI!
All The Way
We Like It Here We Like It There We Found Ourselves A Home
A Home A Home Sweet Home
***********************************

RAVEN 3 RAVEN 3
We Are The Best
We Are The Champion
We Will Always Be Number 1
RAVEN 3!!!
***********************************

The Sun Will Rise The Birds Will Sing For Us For You And Me
We Are From RAVEN 3 RAVEN COMPANY
RAVEN 3 RAVEN 3
We Are From RAVEN COMPANY
RAVEN 3 RAVEN 3
We Are From RAVEN COMPANY
The Boys Will Dance The Girls Will Sing For Us For You And Me
We Are From RAVEN 3 RAVEN COMPANY
RAVEN 3 RAVEN 3
We Are From RAVEN COMPANY
RAVEN 3 RAVEN 3
We Are From RAVEN COMPANY
***************************************

Far Far Away In The South China Sea Yah
I Left
A Girl
With Tears In Her Eyes
I Must Go Where The Brave Men Die Yah
A Soilder Has To Fight The Front Because He Loves His Land Yah
A Soilder Has To Fight Even HE HAS TO DIE
Cos We Are The One Who Fight The Front
We Are The Ones Who Hold The Guns
We Are Mighty Warriors Of Out Land Yah
RAVEN WARRIORS Marching In Hurrah Hurrah
RAVEN WARRIORS MArching In HURRAH HURRAH
The Boys Will Shout "Yah"
The Girls Will Shout "Woo"
We Are Mighty Warriors Of Our Land Yah

***************************************

Rifle - M16

woot the day we took our rifle, gan jiong and take liao looks very smart sia...then as the days went by...sigh tat thing seems a burden... lose liao 7 years detention barracks loh..( army jail lah) or any part lost jialat loh... we got learn how to march with rifle loh.. then how to strip and assemble it... and theres one rule ... the rifle has to be with u AT ALL TIMES... so u go anywhere la..toilet lah..pang sai or watever u have to bring it along...

Range, Imt

Hey this is the imt where we got to a computer simulated targets and guns... like playing arcade lah.. haha quite fun and in aircon room too...then here comes the real thing ...the range ... where we used our rifle to load REAL bullets to shoot the targets... targets have still ones (deliberate targets) and those go up and down ones got moving one (snap targets) ... these are in the days ones... got night mode also leh... night ones are glowing targets ( illuminating targets) ... flashing targets(flashing targets) which resembles enemies firing at u... the whole thing is quite boring loh...coz gotta wait for yr turn and then shoot liao wait for bloody long time.....loud noise also...gotta wear ear plugs....

theres also where u can get marksmen ..means tat shoot very well loh... our ones is total 32 shots... u have to get 28 hit to get marks men.... i wanted to get one ..but cant... i got 23 ... sad sia.... marksmen got 1 day off leh...

Grenade!

Ohh this one is kinda fun when real things comes... we starting practise with dummy ones lah... plastic blue ones.. call dunno SFG-80 or SPG93 lah dunno the name forgot... then throw throw also wait long long loh... sian ... then finally we comes to throw the real thing! wah this is really gan jiong loh... imagine the grenade have 2200 bearings inside and explode all spread around... if kena sure die loh.. so we have a instructor beside... turn by turn to throw... got pattern one lah..muz shout grenade and all those shit... but fun lah ...once in a lifetime thing...song!

Field camp

haha this one i excused but i went for the first day which is the most damn xiong one... gotta build the tent.. then run here and there , got punished... eat combat rations.. worst thing is tmd rain!! the stupid whole tent got wet and sipped thru .... my tent special 3 person while others 2....then cramp loh... and got all wet and muddy....then the follwing ones i no need go...so do sai kang loh.. stay in bunk... but i heard there quite fun leh,., at night sergeant say ghost stories... sleep outside... sigh nvm lah....

aiya this one bo liao one ...i think go for around 4 times loh... carry weights... cannot bang the stupid weights else carry one do pumping 20 ... sian lah...

IPPT

this test ah... total got 4 times... i did the first 2...but fail in the standing broad jump and 2.4 km and the pull up !( 1 more i passs leh) damn sia... haha then the other 2 i was sick... attend B ( attend A is Fine, Attend B is light duties , Attend C is can go home liao lah)then no need take loh..skipped..

Admin time! ( free time), RO (routine orders)

this admin time one comes at night after RO where RO is the orders like tomolo do wat lah...the who do wat duties the sergeant which sergeant do wat duties all shits and some news to announce loh... after all this u can have yr admin time..where u can do yr own stuffs, call gf call home and bath lah..wash clothes...

Wash clothes

wah the most hateful thing to wash is the no.4 ! so damn thick ... everytime wash liao have to ask mate to help me twist the water out... sweat like hell sia... others ok loh... got time wash liao lah..else i buay tahan the smell sia..u know my sweat smells... -_- ...

Water point In Charge

im the one tio the water point in charge loh...everyone have their own duties loh...those suay ones tio toilet ic...haha wash toilet loh haha but mine also sian lah ... wake early than others to fill up jerry cans and canister.... at night muz pour away the water... have to hygiene loh.. else kena tio liao.....heavy leh the damn cans...and have to travel to canteen to take ice... zzzz sometimes have to fill up platoon water bottles...

Water parade

haha everyday drinkup many times one full water bottle... drink until wanna vomit sia... every morning loh...and b4 Training b4 lunch everytime drink drink drink... siao one leh drink so full liao go eat...a bit like no appetite liao... haha then sometimes geng a bit loh...drink half only...or fill up half...but dun get caught loh...else u drink extra...

Charge, extras

This is the ones tat sergeants gave to us for msitakes, punishments... charging offences are more serious cases lah... can led u to bad records loh... extras are those extra things u have to do ...like guard duties, confinements, those extra stuffs u get to do first b4 anyone else loh..........

Stand by Area, Bed, Store, Universe

these are when sergeant comes to yr bunk and check the tidynes ... by area means we all stand outside ..sergeant check the area for dust... by bed means with cupboards open... everything have to be standardize.. and i mean EVERYTHING even the positions ...ALL! this is hate most liao... stand by store...only one time...those basha sticks, field camps items put in cupbaord standardize and orderly..nice nice.....stand by universe also one time..when going to bookout... means EVERYTHING la...

Book out

saturday bookout~ but very fast one.. sunday evening u come back liao ........sian lah... cannot even enjoy..unless u attend C loh...go home ..but attend C sergeant may call home if u not around u jialat... they charge u for malingering ( lying) for sick...

POC (pass out ceremony)

ours is poc, where othes are pop.. parade...... we no need to go to the parade square to do stuffs lah..marching or wat loh...we shud be in the lecture theatre...but tat time power down sia...then kaoz...have to be sitted in the training shed...no air con >.<>

2 mths passed ....

2 years left...

2 sian to think of it.....

2004-10-14T01:40:00.000+08:00

so fast! its 13th~ took my tp and ...failed...this time get 34 demerit points and 1 immediate fail... no confidence loh...but at least better than last time...the tester also keep toking non stop while i driving ...sian.... left 7 more days to army~~

currently playing maplestory... interested? www.mapleglobal.com cute 2d game... haha.. when will i pass my tp................

2004-10-08T02:33:00.000+08:00

its oredi the 8th!! on the 13th will be my tp day.... aiya really i hope i can pass lah... then on the 20th will be going into my army days liao...left little days ...feel to do more things... juz bought naruto 2... nice..many characters liao so song..but no pple play with me...have to play myself..sad...going in army liao... guess its my another adventure...

2004-09-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

so long....i already accomplished my job...now waiting to go army..so sian...now aim to complete pal3, been playing gunbound recently and raised a rank hehe

2004-09-09T06:56:00.000+08:00

Gaa.... Finished my first day of work... total mess.. the whole place is like full of boxes in an empy office! heng got aircon lah...then those boxes super duper dusty...became black!! then i was told to open up every one and record things from inside of the boxes.... -_- when u took out the documents, they are like ANCIENT SCROLLS... the dust covered all over the documents.... sometimes u juz need to wipe away the dust... omg... u really gotta wear a mask and glove...else u will straight away 'Ah choo!' ...

Overall estimated boxes : 600++

Boxes in 3 parts:

Deck 5 - 0 % completed
Deck 7 - 70% completed
Storey 17 - 0% completed

-_- gaa... tiring... im gonna bring some cd to blast there!!

Day 2 of adventure has started! adios!

2004-09-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

My new adventure has been decided!

Job: Admin/Stock keeper
Location: Tanjong Pagar
Duration allowed: 1 Wk/2 Wk
Commencing on: Sep 08.

What obstacle will i face in this one? hehe... Yosha!

2004-08-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

--------Mission accomplished--->
------------------------------->
----------------------------->

Day 1:
Laptops sold: 1
Commision : $5 + $25 basic = $30

Day 2:
Laptops sold: 5
Commision : $5 + $5 + $5 + $5 + $15 + $25 basic = $60

Day 3:
Laptops sold: 3
Commision : $5 + $5 + $15 + $25 basic = $50

Day 4:
Laptops sold: 8
Commision : $5 x 8 + $25 basic = $65

Total earnings for 3 days = $205

Overall rating for promoter job in pc show(suntec): Bad

2004-08-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

today is the third day of my adventure... sold 3 laptops today...no luck...yesterday got 5 ....sigh... oh.. think i need to take this chance to calculate my profits...

Day 1:
Laptops sold: 1
Commision : $5 + $25 basic = $30

Day 2:
Laptops sold: 5
Commision : $5 + $5 + $5 + $5 + $15 + $25 basic = $60

Day 3:
Laptops sold: 3
Commision : $5 + $5 + $15 + $25 basic = $50

Total earnings for 3 days = $140

Still got one more day to go!! ganbatte to me!! tired... promoter muz talk until mouth rotten...

2004-08-26T07:45:00.000+08:00

A Job is an adventure

Today is my brand new adventure.... first day work at suntec...showroom ...its a pc show~ selling notebooks desktops....well i think its at level 4... near door 401... NEC booth... i think i will be as a promoter...

Gone training for it... nothing much...all the new pple are there...hope i can find new nakama there! :D

Well if any of u happen to buy a notebook, pretty puh lease ...come to me okie... ~ have commision one! hehe... well i be setting off soon for my adventure... i dunno wat lies ahead of me... troubles, problems, sadness or happiness? ...they still waiting for me to conquer... im off!

2004-08-06T01:29:00.000+08:00

Day im finally getting my diploma...

Today im getting my diploma in NYP ...going back to school...i took off today from work...aiya so tiring one off liao still muz wake so early...more early than my work ...kaozz

Today at work not much people... but also siansation la... everyday hear same sentences:

This sale is until when ah?
I can get a free refill for this pen right?
Can u seperate these items into 2 bags?
Can u double it i afraid it give way.
Can u give me a bigger bag?
Can u give me one more paper bag?
Yesterday i bought this bla bla but its not working..
Where can i get a basket?
Where can i test this toy?
Do u all here sell barbie doll/ Lego/ bla bla bla....?

For us these are our speeches:

You can buy this jumbo workshop for 8 dollars with any purchase...
You can get your free refill at the redemption counter...
You can test at the redemption counter...
Your pin number please...
This is 3 for 5 dollars ... you can get 2 more of this..
I have no idea , you got to check with the promoters our there...
Erm sorry there is some problem with your card.
Would u like to carry this yourself or u wan a bag?
NEXT PLS! / Hello First counter pls! / Hello Legs Pls!

Some complains are:

Wah lau 这个 customer 要 return leh!
Faizah/Waisun/ seniors.. got return..
Wah lau Sian!! this one no price tag leh...
Wah lau sian! no price tag! somemore last piece!
Wah lau ...short again..
Song ah ... over today~
Hey benny/ bla bla ... Y Pinpad error ah?
Wah dunno got OT pay a not ah?

Some environmental effects:

The big screen television- This is home, truly, as my senses tell me....taka ads, 十面埋伏 bla bla bla...soemtimes gd lah got MTVs...
Ding Dang Dong Dell! the toys musics play all the way....noisy!....
Hao de look Hao de Look(Have a look, dun ask me why the promoter pronouced this way) !! Flying SAWSER!! FLYING SAWSER!!
The Flying saucer advertisement- Vectron Ultralite, the new generation flying saucer comes in.....bla bla ...
$5 dollar !! $5 dollar!! Usual Price $29.90!! ....

Sign off liaozzz saturday is night mare day!! Sunday morning and afternoon also nightmare!! XD

2004-08-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

Day im tired..

Sunday, Aug 1st 2004....
yea my bday is coming....its on august the 21st... feel like so long neber bday liao... ? today im working full shift...940 to around 10++ so sian.. sat got so many people...money alot ...buy buy buy.... today im suppose to work morning only...dunno why waisun put me for full shift! some of my colleagues also kena not noticed. ahaha anyway glad its over...

Juz finished watching my favourite anime...naruto! episode 92 ... those One piece episodes cant be found anymore...and i can only see manga liao....sad...but better than nothing....

Tomolo i be working afternoon shift... very tired now...going sleep soon...fingers on keyboard on next visit!

2004-07-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

Days so tired....

Monday, July the 26th i have found a job.
now im working as a cashier in takashimaya, central square, beside the fountain, the 8th craziest toy sale. Never tot tat i will be working as a cashier coz im so bad in counting money.. i will get blurred easily.. sigh .. anyway i worked for around 5 days liao... so far so good... but i still not sure about balancing at the end of the day... will really hope my money counting skills will be upgraded when i finish this job.. i will be working till national day.

The toy section is sooo crowded, especilally on sat and sun.. its going mad, so busy ...non stop flowing customers...cannot rest and keep standing... dunno where the customer get all the money...why are they so rich... got money to buy so many stuffs...one thousand dollar note to buy 50 dollars stuffs...

i knew so many new frens there in such a short time! well all are so frenly and helpful...the seniors are very helpful too ... only the place is too small... and the returning is so mah fan...some ages are incredibly young and some are more elder!

tomolo still gotta work again... morning shift, soo tired.. gotta go sleep soon oredi...

街边路灯一整排低着头为谁默哀

Day i feel my courage dropped to zero...

2004-06-28T04:30:00.000+08:00

Day i feel my courage dropped to zero...

Well its 4:32 am in the morning, y i woke up so early..? no i haven sleep... its because yesterday tonned night watching soccer, well i dun watch soccer and yesterday was quite exceptional because i tried betting once on soccer haha.. anyway expected lost. Lost 10 dollars.. my frens all came to my house watch together and we enjoyed ourselves. They had not win either .. sad.. we played naruto again! another chance i can play it with a fren again! always dun have chance to play with people coz they dun wanna play with me..lol coz i always kill them.

Its a long time since i posted message again, many things have happened , i went to search for jobs with my frens at international plaza, went 4-5 agencies but none had called back. Sad. so i maybe working back in popular. Ah...i started to wore my specs these days because i wan my eyes to not become smaller. the more i focus, the more it became smaller.

Wondered hows everyone doing. My primary school frens, sec school frens, poly frens, hope all happy! My irritating cousin have been disturbing me for some days. Prank calls and bo liao messages in my blog. He seems to be happy, and still dun wan to admit tat its him. Seriously tat time during the prank call i feek like giving him a slap. Flooding my voicemail box which charges me money.

I have been playin fairyland for quite some time and those who wanna play can go here register and download the game www.fairyland.com.my another site to intro to u all is www.wholivesnearyou.com. Looking at the url u will be able to guess its another type of frenster..ya.. this time u can check who lives near you! :D spread it~~~ and enjoy.

I have changed my broadband connection to Starhub Cable.. it had same charge where cable have a downlink speed of 1.5 mb while broadband only have 512kb. Although it has such high downlink, but it only have a uplink of 128kb, means it will be slower in uploading.

I guess i stop here and continue next time.

I can only blame myself for unable to stop myself to fall in your love tat time, else i would not be feeling heartbroken this time.

2004-05-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

Day im sad

Ah...todays my TP, i went to downstairs and meet my instructor to go circuit at 130pm, sigh but in the end he couldnt get any ticket, then i cant go to circuit. the clock ticked 345... im now in the "Practical Driving Test Waiting Room" ...zzz i was nervous like shit. there are more 1st timers than i expected. my instructor gave the person there my ic, insurance car test receipt bla bla, then he sorted it out. we had a lottery, each person was called up to draw for another.i was the last, so im aint drawing for anyone, i took test route 4. I dont know who the tester was. While waiting for calling by tester, i looked at the test route board. Erm... test route 4, after i look at the map of the route.. ah.. i still dun understand.. then my name got called, tester ask me to bring him to my car. As i reached, tmd i was so nervous to make any mistake.. and expected la..i made more mistakes. At the circuit was DISASTERRIFIC. i made soo many mistakes.. then came the rain..wth..suay siah.. i striked pole 2 times and strike kerb 3 times. i could not see the pole.. the rain water juz kept slipping down the back window. there came the slope, the hand brake was not pulled hard back, then how? there goes the car slipped down backwards. then, the directional change. hmm it was alright to me.. but DISASTERRIFIC to tester. neber check behind lah... minus marks loh.. then came vertical parking, keep buanging the pole and kerb.. took more than 3mins!!! so immediate failure. hurts. then the S-turn... the one i most scare...then turn out successfully. kaoz! -_-" and some other stupid mistakes in other stations lah...sianzz...

Out to the test route, tmd make mistake at the exit. wait too long..minus marks. then stupid rain make me hard to see.. very jialat lah..the red light suddenly appear then i stopped at the pesdestrain crossing! <-- Immediate failure. hurts. neber had chance to ebrake and u-turn(probably my test route dun have?)

After tat we returned to the office and tester explained to me wat my mistakes were...said im not confident enuff..bingo.. i was not confident enuff.

----Test Final Result----
80 demerit points, 2 immediate failures

i broke world record? lol

2004-05-26T02:17:00.000+08:00

雨中的紙鶴

男孩和女孩初戀的時候，男孩為女孩折了一千隻紙鶴，掛在女孩的房間裡。

男孩對女孩說，這一千隻紙鶴，代表我一千份心意。

那時候男孩和女孩分分秒秒都在感受著戀愛的甜蜜和幸福。後來女孩漸漸疏遠了男孩。

女孩結婚了，去了法國，去了無數次出現在她夢中的巴黎。女孩和男孩分手的時候，對男孩說，

我們都必須正視現實，婚姻對女人來說是第二次投胎，我必須抓牢一切機會，你太窮，

我難以想像我們結合在一起的日子……男孩在女孩去了法國後，賣過報紙，幹過臨時工，

做過小買賣，每一項工作他都努力去做。許多年過去了，在朋友們的幫助和他自己的努力下，

他終於有了自己的一家公司。他有錢了，可他心裡還是念念不忘女孩。有一天下著雨，

男孩從他的黑色奧迪車裡看到一對老人在前面慢慢地走。男孩認出那是女孩的父母，

於是男孩決定跟著他們。他要讓他們看看自己不但擁有了小車，還擁有了別墅和公司，

讓他們知道他不是窮光蛋，他是年輕的老闆。男孩一路開慢車跟著他們。雨不停地下著，

儘管這對老人打著傘，但還是被斜雨淋濕了。到了目的地，男孩呆了，這是一處公墓。

他看到了女孩，墓碑的瓷像中女孩正對著他甜甜地笑。而小小的墓旁，細細的鐵絲上掛著一串串的紙鶴，

在細雨中顯得如此生動。女孩的父母告訴男孩，女孩沒有去巴黎，女孩患的是癌症，女孩去了天堂。

女孩希望男孩能出人頭地，能有一個溫暖的家，所以女孩才做出這樣的舉動。她說她了解男孩，

一定會成功的。女孩說如果有一天男孩到墓地看她，請無論如何帶上幾只紙鶴。

男孩跪下去，跪在女孩的墓前，淚流滿面。清明節的雨不知道停，把男孩淋了個透。

男孩想起了許多年前女孩純真的笑臉，男孩看的心就開始一滴滴往下淌血。

這對老人走出墓地的時候，看到男孩站在不遠處，奧迪的車門已經為老人打開。

汽車音響裡傳出了哀怨的歌聲，

『我的心，不後悔，反反復復都是為了你，千紙鶴，千份情，在風裡飛……』

Day i feel like banging my head

2004-05-25T09:34:00.000+08:00

Sigh... came back from my 7am driving in the circuit...wat i can say is...buang.... i really dunno how tomolo...i really cannot pass the exam...really cant...no confidence...i keep striking the curb, hopeless....zzz driving is really not my cup of tea.. zzz

Sunday, May 23, 2004Days you are with me...but not forever...

Today woke up late... and went driving ..the outside road is still ok but the circuit i think im dead..no confidence of passing.. no talent in driving la...sigh... confusing days i had....

Do you know what is love with an expiry date? and when is the dead line...? dun wish to end, dun wish to leave.. really had no choice.. What i can do is to cherish time now, forcing to forget, to leave when time has come..
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 9:44 AM

Saturday, May 15, 2004Day i feel im back to past..

Yoz! Today is monday, came back from my sec school fren gathering at pasir ris chalet... from friday to monday...3D2N! it was a fun one.. especially, one of my fren , benny, whos a joker and fun will arose when hes there. i brought my ps2 there and played several games... played Naruto where my fren Nigel, long wanted to tried it, haha expected, he liked it.. it was a great game ! Then we got bbq chicken wings and foods, while we recall back the old times we had during our sec school days... those disturbing and bullyings made by benny lol...of course la one of them is me...lol .. time really flies fast and its over liao... now came back not long from chalet, and haven sleep yet la...typing the blog...well i stop here ~

I grow dimmer and dimmer...
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 7:43 PM

Monday, May 10, 2004Day i feel Happy -> Dulan -> Sad -> Restless

From friday onwards, im being sick...most prbably caught a cold, started from a sore throat...then my nose feels so irritating tat i felt like chopping it off...the water keep flowing out and sneezing... sooo torturing...when sick i hated most is flu coz the water keep coming out, sore throat coz cannot eat things and painful, headache coz everywhere cannot go cannot think, fever coz skin became painful..some time cold sometime hot..and...hmm did i mentioned all of them..? aiya infact all lah! lol ..

Today is monday and my illness is getting a lot better...went to school today, theres a lot lesser people, but theres also new people, ben's now in my lab..will be there for 3 weeks extension. My report's finishing... so glad.. but hope theres no amendment... but im sure i gave tommy bad impressions, he always see me play game lo, always see me din come school, or i late he also think i din come... even today also catch me play game. More worst, daniel liu caught me and zhesheng, both at the same time playing game, haha then wat? then ask us get out of lab lo. wanna go in copy things also cannot, but in the end still copied out, so tmd du lan. lol in the end juz go home lo...

Went to a nearby kopitiam with ben, tok tok a while then go home liao.Played a game called milko and finally completed it. finish time is 8 pm wor...the game is long man. Oh yea watched an anime recetly called. Kimi ga nozomu eien, a love story which became quite a sad ending...nice story too worth to watch...=) theres a charm tat they made it is....

Like the stars tat twinkle in the night sky, a melted heart will not be separated. Even if this hand is separated, as long as the two never forgets...

Youzo nani na matta ta kuyouni, toketta kokoro wa hatta renai. Tattou e kono tenga harane demo, futari wa surewo wasure no ga iru...

posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 6:08 AM

Monday, May 03, 2004Day i feel the days wif you are lesser ...day by day...

Today is Monday...monday blues....i stayed up late for my project..changing thins here and there....till going 10 pm i guess....reach home oredi late...play a little cronus and found out i oredi wasted so many useless points on useless skill....feel like restarting but also sian....dunno wat to do....then now im thinking of playing chaos legion ... tat game ah..fun but also hard ...

Friday is my presentation liao...also the end of my poly life....going to graduate soon...hmm dun say too early ...later i tio extend project :X

Im watching stars from my window... you are watching stars from your window.... different locations, different thoughts.... but glad tat its the same time, same sky.. and the same stars...
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 10:00 AM

Sunday, April 25, 2004Day i feel you gone further...slowly...

Sunday~ today i went to Calvin's 21st birthda party...soo many people...lotsa fun man...house ver big ... and the cake also nice... mango a...haha. .. we had taken some photos too... played a little warcraft in his house while my frens played winning eleven 7 lol .... after that we kiwi,eddie,jin yuan,jin hui, kengyao went to linghui house to play naruto haha... some played pool and some play ps2... tat pool table cute sia ... so small lol... but i played ps2 coz got naruto! my fav! i only have some chance tat got people play with me...otherwise i alone at home wont play one ...one person soo boring... we played till quite late man...and kiwi,eddie and me took cab home..... on the way home one by one got down....left me last one...then i chit chat with the driver till home...then guess wat -_-" i not enuff money to pay...its 21.90...i only got 19 ...but heng man the uncle good say nvm ... babu liam keng ...or else troublesome liao ...reach home now 130 liao finished bathing...currently now typing this blog....^-^

Tomolo i will not be going to school again......not sick......me going CMPB for re checkup ...start at 1 pm... project phase ending soon....hope wont get a extend project... >.<

Juz like a star i am...stood high up in the sky for people to watch... shud i feel proud?...no.. can i say im hurt? becoz it juz like my loved one....brining her loved one to watched me... happily they are watching me... while painfully .... im watching them.....

posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 10:39 AM

Thursday, April 22, 2004Day i feel tat you are leaving me

Im now in school U.U feel sleepy reach school at 1 pm ...coz i overslept... left 2 weeks and my project phase ends.. dunno wat will i do...maybe find a job and get some money.... life is so lifeless... ming is so ming ku....

went learn driving a few days ago and got a lil hang of parking ...U.U finally... watched Naruto 79 and its so exciting... downloaded 80 and waiting to go home watch! 1 week one time its sooo slow... >.<

Im always shining for you...but do u know im there? I light up the darkness for u..but in return, i see your love for another in the brightness... its so torturing..
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 11:06 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2004Day i missed you

Watched naruto 78! Gaara vs naruto ! wat an exciting match...! i juz love it >_< .

Friday's works was going planet paradigm to celebrate 2 of my brothers birthday! yea it was fun and there are so many people around. play until late night then go home...next day still gotta go school....wake so early..got a hangover and so dehydrated ! >.<

Saturday's works are.. playing chaos legion and went to learn drive car zzz my parking is soo damn lousy ... instructor shout until no saliva liao...hmm i juz couldnt coordinate....the steering wheel, the clutch the brake ! wah liew turn here turn there feel like pulling out tat steering wheel.. wat a toublesome thing to do when parking. -_-"

Is love is like a star? U can see but u cannot have it....

Tag your name on my star, let me light it up , forever remembered.
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 10:26 AM

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